clouds in my coffee

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

You'd think I learn by now


Sometimes, when I feel like it, I drop off a few stops before my actual bus stop and take a walk across Nicoll Highway to my workplace. And for the past few days, listening to Morcheeba while on these brief walks just seem so right somehow.

I like the feelings of confidence and freedom I get, listening to her as I watch the cars go by. And walking alone, leisurely, beside a busy highway, only accentuates it all.


I think I slip the net
But I cut myself free
I'm not losing yet
So don't forget me

I'll say it, replay it, and try tomorrow
I'll say it, replay it, and live with sorrow

You'd think I learn by now
There's never an easy way
I'll get through somehow
I'm on my knees to pray

You'd think I learn by now
There's never an easy way
I'll get through somehow
I'm on my knees

I'll admit I'm wrong
But I'm getting on track
I've been here too long
I'm under attack

I place it, replace it, and try to change
I place it, replace it, and rearrange

You'd think I learn by now
There's never an easy way
I'll get through somehow
I'm on my knees to pray

You'd think I learn by now
There's never an easy way
I get through somehow
I'm on my knees to pray

On my knees to pray




Morcheeba Never An Easy Way



Thursday, August 16, 2007

One, two, three, four, five, six, nine or ten


Alright grace, I shall attempt your tagging thing *laugh* here are -

7 random things about myself:


1) I can't whistle, but after many years of trying, I can finally *purr*

2) I have somnambulistic tendencies. It's not as bad as when I was younger, but I still sleepwalk every once in a while.

3) I absolutely love sweet things! I can get high on marshmallow, milo or candy floss! (My most random high concoction being marshmallows and sparkling wine in ice cream cones)

4) Although my confirmation name is also supposed to be a variation of St Catherine, I actually got the name from the daughter of Geena Davis' character in The Long Kiss Goodnight.

5) When I was young, I wanted to be a stuntwoman when I grew up. In fact, I still do.

6) I found 2 lizard eggs once, and kept them till they hatched. I then named my newly-hatched baby lizards - yes a very unimaginative- Lizzie and Lizzo, before releasing them into the field below my house.

7) I used to imagine I was some sort of part siamese princess because I had a great grandmother who was from Siam and a great grandfather who was either a tribe leader or a village head in China, and I somehow thought they were married to each other, but they weren't.

Oh well, one more for good measure, just to reach ten! *grin*

10) I believe that dragons and unicorns exist.



One two three four

Tell me that you love me more
Sleepless long nights
That is what my youth was for

Old teenage hopes are alive at your door
Left you with nothing but they want some more

Oh, you're changing your heart
Oh, you know who you are

Sweetheart, bitterheart
Now I can tell you apart
Cosy and cold
Put the horse before the cart

Those teenage hopes who have tears in their eyes
Too scared to own up to one little lie

Oh, you're changing your heart
Oh, you know who you are

One, two, three, four, five, six, nine, or ten
Money can't buy you back the love that you had then

Oh, you're changing your heart
Oh, you know who you are

For the teenage boys
They're breaking your heart



Feist | One Two Three Four

Sunday, August 05, 2007

The way that I miss you


Gigs make me so deliriously happy!!! And this Plainsunset gig at Baybeats was the best! *laugh* I've not been so high and had so much fun in a while now! And I guess it's partly because I never realised how fun moshing can be *grin* so although I'm aching and bruised and have to start work tomorrow, I'm still happy remembering that great night out! Thanks guys!

When the sun rises again
I will be there with you my friend

And I will be there

Looking over your shoulder

Looking after something for you

Do you miss me the way I miss you

And I will be there

Looking over your shoulder


I wish you would miss me

The way that I miss you

And I miss you



Plainsunset | Girl On Queen Street

And for the encore they played Plainsunset! So here you go too *grin*

Plainsunset | Plainsunset

Thursday, August 02, 2007

I'm so sorry for everything


I think I have a bad habit of disappearing sometimes, to slip away unknowingly from a room or a crowd, and retreat into a hidden place on my own. It's disconcerting I know, and I apologise to all my friends who have had to look around for me frantically. I really should show a little discipline. Or disappear more gracefully, like in the Secret Meeting by The National.

I loved this song from the first time I heard it, even though I thought he was a bit neurotic, or maybe especially so.

I think this place is full of spies
I think they're onto me
Didn't anybody, didn't anybody tell you
Didn't anybody tell you how to gracefully disappear in a room

I know you put in the hours to keep me in sunglasses, I know
And so and now I'm sorry I missed you
I had a secret meeting in the basement of my brain

It went the dull and wicked ordinary way
It went the dull and wicked ordinary way
And now I'm sorry I missed you
I had a secret meeting in the basement of my brain

I think this place is full of spies
I think I'm ruined
Didn't anybody, didn't anybody tell you
Didn't anybody tell you, this river's full of lost sharks

The National | Secret Meeting



I think one of the things I like about The National is how the songs are so propulsive, and yet persistent. And how they can just repeat a line in the song, and it never gets too much, just more poignant. It's so easy to trigger a memory that way.

All night I lay on my pillow and pray
For my boss to stop me in the hallway
Lay my head on his shoulder and say
Son, I've been hearing good things
I wake up without warning and go flying around the house
In my sauvignon fierce, freaking out
Take a forty-five minute shower and kiss the mirror

And say, look at me

Baby, we'll be fine
All we gotta do is be brave and be kind
I put on an argyle sweater and put on a smile
I don't know how to do this

I'm so sorry for everything


Baby, come over, I need entertaining
I had a stilted, pretending day
Lay me down and say something pretty
Lay me back down where I wanted to stay
Just say something perfect, something I can steal

Say, look at me

Baby, we'll be fine
All we've gotta do is be brave and be kind
I pull off your jeans, and you spill jack and coke in my collar
I melt like a witch and scream

I'm so sorry for everything



The National | Baby We'll Be Fine

Can't stream this one so here's one from their EP album I like.