clouds in my coffee

Thursday, May 31, 2007

Everybody's looking for something


Oh the sweet pleasure of bumping into a figure of the past and knowing that it was so wrong back then, and that it's so much better now. *grin*

It's not vindictive if you didn't plan for it to happen right? And not mean if you don't gloat isn't it? Well, not too much as least, and not too obviously. Hmmm..although I was dancing with so much joy! Literally. *laugh* Oh it was such a wantonly happy night! I love my girls!! *muah*

Sweet dreams are made of this
Who am I to disagree
I travel the world and the seven seas
Everybody's looking for something

Some of them want to use you
Some of them want to get used by you
Some of them want to abuse you
Some of them want to be abused

Hold your head up
Moving on
Keep your head up
Moving on



Eurythmics | Sweet Dreams (Are Made Of This)



Oh and I love this video too! *grin* I'll put up videos as and when I find them now. If I recall correctly, the first time I saw this was in a ktv room at 4am in the morning *laugh* oh the strangeness of it all!


Tuesday, May 22, 2007

I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood


Been cleaning out my drawers and files and finding all these little things that I've accumulated and almost forgot about. Sometimes it's really the littlest things that bring back the most memories. Scrawls on scraps of paper and on the margin of notes, dried flowers and strips of grass. Sentimental dreams of times long and not so long ago.

I was so glad to find the $100 Barang Barang voucher I thought I'd lost though *grin* and that it hadn't expired yet.

When I still used to write songs they were always like this. Little bits of information in long rambling sentences, all compressed in a verse, or two. And in my head, the song was sung with an airy, breathless voice.

Sometimes I find myself sitting back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissing
And I remember when you started calling me your missus
All the play fighting, all the flirtatious disses

I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I don't know why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt

Dreams
Dreams of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
And it seems
It seems that I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but it's so true
I know it's not right but it seems unfair
That things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, tell me
Is this the end

Drinking tea in bed, watching DVDs
When I discovered all your dirty, grotty magazines
You'd take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us

The first time that you introduced me to your friend
And you could see that I was nervous so you held my hand
When I was feeling down you'd make that face you do
There's no one in the world who could replace you

Dreams
Dreams of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
And it seems
It seems that I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but it's so true
I know it's not right but it seems unfair
That things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, tell me
Is this the end




Lily Allen | Littlest Things


Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Living a life that I can't leave behind


Trying to decide what to do tonight is to me, like trying to decide which version of Bizarre Love Triangle I want to listen to.

Should I go dancing with the girls at Zouk, where I'll probably hear the New Order version at Mambo, get a bit high, and lose myself in the mass of similarly moving bodies?

Or have a quiet night, warm and snug with a good book, lost in a world created by similarly looking pages. Simple and uncomplicated, like Frente's version of the same song.

Every time I think of you
I get a shot right through into a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine
But it's a problem I find
Living a life that I can't leave behind

There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
And everyday my confusion grows

Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You say the words that I can't say

I feel fine and I feel good
I feel like I never should
Whenever I get this way
I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday

I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself that if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be




New Order | Bizarre Love Triangle



Frente! | Bizarre Love Triangle


Monday, May 14, 2007

Lost inside this lonely game we play


So I got my mum the Carpenters Gold Greatest Hits cd for a mother's day present and was delighted to hear This Masquerade again.

The melody in a bossa nova rhythm is just so hauntingly beautiful, and both the piano and flute solos are so much better than what I remembered them to be. I've never had much chance to hear the lyrics before, but as I suspected, the words are as wistful and poignant as the melody.

Are we really happy
With this lonely game we play
Looking for the right words to say

Searching but not finding
Understanding anyway
We're lost in this masquerade

Both afraid to say we're just too far away
From being close together from the start
We tried to talk it over but the words got in the way
We're lost inside this lonely game we play

Thoughts of leaving disappear
Each time I see your eyes
And no matter how hard I try

To understand the reason
Why we carry on this way
We're lost in this masquerade



I only managed to stream a sample track, but the download is the full version. (You might be able to hear the full song here though, but I can't launch the player so I'm not too sure.)

Carpenters | This Masquerade

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

There is nothing that we can do


I know Mika's more popular song now is Grace Kelly but I really do like this one so much better. And the album art is so colourful, I want a dress like that! *grin*

Took a ride to the end of the lane where no one ever goes
Ended up on a broken train with nobody I know
But the pain and the longing's the same when you're dying
Now I'm lost and I'm screaming for help alone

Relax, take it easy
For there is nothing that we can do
Relax, take it easy
Blame it on me or blame it on you

It's as if I'm scared
It's as if I'm terrified
It's as if I'm scared
It's as if I'm playing with fire

Scared
It's as if I'm terrified
Are you scared
Are we playing with fire

Relax

There is an answer to the darkest times
It's clear we don't understand it
But the last thing on my mind is to leave you
I believe that we're in this together

Don't scream
There are so many roads left



Mika | Relax, Take It Easy