When you're not supposed to know

What do you do when you want to do something to help but you can't because you're not supposed to know about the problem in the first place? Sometimes, I think the feeling of helplessness in a situation like this is retribution for being too nosy and prying into businesses other than your own.

Is ignorance really bliss? Maybe it is. But I just can't help myself. I have to know.

Caribbean Seas

My aunt is back in the Bahamas again. She came back for a holiday with her boyfriend and his mum, but it was only for a few days.

I haven't been able to see her much since she went over to Bahamas, and that was quite a long while ago. I don't blame her though, the flight is pricey and terribly long-it takes more than a day to reach there. The last time I flew there to visit her, it took about 30 hours or so! And the last flight from Miami to Nassau Bahamas was on a propellor plane, which was exciting as long as you were young enough not to think about plane crashes. But we got there safely, and she's back safe too and I guess that's all that matters.

I'm wondering if I could do what she did though, leave everything she knew and start a new life somewhere faraway.

I wanted to upload the song for that but I haven't figured out how to do it yet. I will when I have.

I've always had a problem with making decisions. Any kind of decisions. Really. I won't even start on whether my decisions are good or bad, I just take a really long time to decide on something. The more choices there are, the worse it is. I guess that's why I tend to be very stubborn about my decisions once I've made up my mind. It might be a bad decision, but it's my decision. And it wasn't easy for me to make that decision.

You Will. You? Will. You? Will. You? Will.

If you don't, then this book is all lies
If you don't, then my plans will all be ruined
If you don't, I'll start drinking like the way I drank before
And I just won't have a future anymore

You Will. You? Will. You? Will. You? Will.